Back on track

The last year has been the most difficult of my life. I have been through more than I ever could imagine and my family has been through a lot also. Needless to say, I've been discouraged. There were times when I wondered why I was going through these things and begged God to just make it easier but in the end, He has comforted and taught me a lot through it all.

At the moment, I am jobless and feel as if I have no direction in my life but I really do have direction. I am supposed to be out there ministering to others and sharing Jesus with the world. This came abundantly clear when talking to the librarian yesterday when I was hanging out at the library (yes, I like to hang out at the library). God just put an opportunity for me to share the Gospel and I did...somewhat. It was more in the form of a casual conversation about the novel, The Shack. Funny how tiny little things can bring about a talk of the Lord.

With all this being said, I ask for prayer to be able to do this more often and that the Holy Spirit give me the words. Even more so, I need a more specific direction. There are people and places God has put on my heart my entire life and I believe I am supposed to do this soon. I even got a confirmation from a non-Believer.

Maybe I'm not making much sense-it is 1:30 a.m. and I am very tired so excuse the chattiness.